Showing posts with label Tarot of the Sacred Feminine. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Tarot of the Sacred Feminine. Show all posts

Saturday, September 17, 2016

Full Pisces Moon Reading


Moon in Pisces Spread by Ethony

With my own moon in Pisces this felt like a good time to see what the cards might have to say about this influence in my life, inner and outer. Using Ethony's spread I chose to work with the Tarot of Sacred Feminine and also pulled a card from the Sacred Rebels Oracle to set as a theme.


Free from Judgement Free to Love is the theme for this reading. Doesn't get more straight forward than that. Of course this is lifetime work for most of us, myself included but I'm learning to become more aware of that inner critic when she arises. Lately I've been stopping and taking a long, slow breath whenever judgmental thoughts come up. It's a remarkably clever way of stopping them in their tracks without engaging in dialogue with them.

Sacred Rebels Oracle ~ Blue Angel Publishing

In the first position of energies that are coming up from my subconscious is the King of Pentacles. This is a grim depiction with Cerridwen holding on her lap the fawn she will kill once it has become a stag which is already dead in the background, an arrow in its heart, blood streaming from its body. There is a strong theme of death and rebirth here in this card. According to the LWB the stag represents the god of Beltane, a point on the wheel associated with fertility and union. Cerridwen herself is the goddess of rebirth, transformation and inspiration. This is a powerful grouping of energies to be coming up from my subconscious.

King of Pentacles ~ Tarot of Sacred Feminine
What is in need of healing is the Six of Cups. I often view this card as the one associated with inner child work but here it's got a slightly different slant. It's a depiction of the Annunciation with Gabriel revealing to Mary that she will be bearing a bodhisattva. In terms of this as a response to what needs healing I have the sense it has to do with vulnerability, tending to nascent life, and receptivity and how be a good midwife to that triumvirate. (can't seem to get this script out of the box so here it stays for now, bothering my virgo-rising self with its aberrant insistence)
Tarot of Sacred Feminine ~ Six of Cups

Intuition's message is The Emperor and a particularly iconoclastic one at that. The LWB doesn't tell us who this is but it feels like there are lessons in mastery and service for me here. I often think of The Emperor with the phrase, 'what you wish to conquer you must serve'. This calls for continual recalibration and check-ins with the Self. I regularly pull The Emperor and rarely The Empress so clearly there is something wanting to come forth into the manifest world of my awareness. 

Tarot of Sacred Feminine ~ The Emperor ~ Lo Scarabeo
I'm being asked to meditate and sleep on Judgement. How compelling this is with that first card being all about freedom from judgement. This is another grim depiction, the Erinyes, known more commonly as the Furies, the chthonic goddesses of vengeance, are seen judging Orestes for matricide. His mother was Clytemnestra. Her story is as sordid and bloody as his. Clearly this is a card to meditate on because I'm not yet clear as to its message. His position is one of humility and surrender and I sense that's a beginning point with this card.

Judgement ~ Tarot of Sacred Feminine ~ Lo Scarabeo

The Two of Swords is the way to ride the waves of this Full Moon energy. The Roman goddess Cardea is depicted here. She is the ancient goddess of winds, of the hinges of doors, thresholds, that ability to swing between two worlds. This feels like a clear directive, the way to ride these Piscean waves is by maintaining a balance between inner and outer. And this can be done by placing oneself squarely in the medial position of awareness between the two, by not getting caught up in, i.e. identifying with the need for an either/or perspective. Ha! Another practice for a lifetime.

Two of Swords ~ Tarot of Sacred Feminine ~ Lo Scarabeo





Saturday, October 17, 2015

Seeding the New Moon

This past Monday's New Moon inspired me to use one of my favorite New Moon spreads created by Joanna Colbert Powell, author of the wonderful Gaian Tarot. And what better time to be initiated into one of my new decks than on the night of a virgin Moon. The deck I used was Tarot of the Sacred Feminine by Floreana Nativo with artwork by Franco Rivolli. I hemmed and hawed over this deck, drawn to it then not, feeling it too somber yet so mysterious, strong, dark, heavy...those are some of the qualities that cycled through as I researched it.

Tarot of the Sacred Feminine 

But it stuck with me circling round and back into my consciousness until one day on a whim I decided to purchase it. When it arrived and I unboxed it I was immediately and intimately drawn in. It is somber, non-traditional, made up mostly of women and has a depth to it that I can see how many would interpret as heavy but wow, what a lot of intensity and power it gives off. It has been poorly received in the Tarot community for a number of reasons, all of which are what I love about it. This is a deck to journey with. I experience it as Magritte meets Marion Zimmer Bradley meets Martha Graham. It has sat on my altar with a piece of carnelian on top of it for the last couple of weeks waiting for just the right time to use it. This New Moon in Libra suddenly called to me as the perfect moment for that and I'm so glad I responded to the call.

New Moon Spread by Joanna Colbert Powell

As I laid the cards out on the table, candles glowing, incense lit, guides and totems surrounding me I felt a quickening at seeing the images unfold. They are so non-traditional that they made little Tarot sense at first and yet that didn't matter, my mind wasn't speeding to grasp meanings, draw inferences or superimpose what I knew onto what I saw. I simply took in the gorgeous artwork and symbolism with a real feeling of curiosity and anticipation.

New Moon Spread with Tarot of the Sacred Feminine

I spent a lot of time just looking at each image to see what drew my eye in, where my attention wanted to focus, where my breath wanted to flow and where it wanted to ebb. Then I looked at the spread as a whole and a story began to emerge of descent and return, so perfect for this time of year. Finally I got out the LWB, typical of LoS, a few pithy sentences but in this case just enough to work with. After reading through the interpretations for the cards I put the LWB aside and again focused on the narrative the cards presented this time in relation to the positions of each card as they related to the directions and elements and then I let it sit and steep in the temenos of my dream-body for a few nights.

Three of Swords ~ Tarot of the Sacred Feminine
Position one focuses the question, How can I best seed the energy of this New Moon in the East? This direction focuses on communication, thought, information, intention, meditation and is associated with the element of air. I drew the Three of Swords. My intuitive response to this card was to see it as the initial stages of descent into the earth, into the roots of the Mother.

We see the nymph Daphne fleeing Apollo's love by transforming herself into a Bay tree. The pithy phrase in the LWB is, "Desperate, unrequited love that creates sacrifice." An oracle card drawn a day earlier,  The Underworld, elicited  from me the word, 'sacrifice' and here I see a woman embarking on a similar journey.

Apollo's love for Daphne was the result of an angry Eros shooting a golden love-inciting arrow into Apollo's heart and a leaden hate-inciting arrow into Daphne's heart. As a result Daphne spurned Apollo's love and when he was finally in a position to capture her she called upon the gods to transform her as a means of escape. She would rather sacrifice her human existence than spend it with Apollo. I love the imagery and symbolism in this card, all the green, the dappled light, the half-tree half-woman form of Daphne as she slowly descends into and merges with the earth's body. The sense of heartache and grief so typically depicted in this card is oblique and portrayed with all the complexity such feelings evoke. It is both a voluntary grief and not in the same breath. Leading the rest of the reading, this card with its placement in the East is whispering to me of my intention and of the potential small awakenings that might occur if I yield to the encroaching darkness as an ongoing meditation.

Eight of Swords ~ Tarot of Sacred Feminine
Position two focuses the question, How can I best seed the energy of this New Moon in the South? This direction is symbolic of passion, creativity, energy, and personal power and is associated with the element of fire. Here we see the descent enacted and embodied, literally as this card depicts Persephone herself as the prisoner of Hades. Only a dim light from above offers her some hope.

The colors in this card with its muted earth tones and sandy browns are broken only by the white of Persephone's dress, almost as if she herself is her own savioress. There is no sign of Demeter here yet, no sign of Helios, no sign of the above-world save that small shaft of light. Here we see her in the thick of her descent.

As this relates to areas of personal power, creativity, energy and so forth I feel here the sense of needing to put all of my creativity and energy and passion into the journey with Hecate that I'm going to be embarking on as the dark time of the year closes around us. It doesn't look like it will be easy but if Persephone's story is a guide it will be one of truth and authenticity and ultimately redemption, retrieval of what was lost.

Knave/Page of Wands ~ Tarot of Sacred Feminine
Position three focuses the question, How can I best seed the energy of this New Moon in the West? This direction is symbolic of emotions, intuition, dreams, sensuality and compassion and is associated with the element of Water. I drew the Page/Knave of Wands. Here, too, the theme of descent is carried forward with the winged figure of Ishtar. When I first looked at this card I felt I caught a glimpse of the first intimations of ascent in her rising form, her zodiac belt and the blue sky surrounding her. Later this was less clear but suffice it to say there is movement and agency in this card which is encouraging.

It's fascinating to me that she, too, appeared in this reading as her story is the Sumerian equivalent of Persephone's with its arc of descent and return. The waxing crescent moon hints at a germination that is occurring and the two owls, not one but two, are reminders to me to use my night vision and the quality of silence as guides. As well they foreshadow Athena's presence overseeing the journey in the card following this. The presence of the two lions inspire thoughts of the Strength card, of the support and exploration of the animal body, fierce and protective guides on the journey.

Ishtar is the goddess of love, war, fertility and sexuality. Though she is depicted here as a fire sign in the myth associated with her Ereshkigal, the Queen of the Underworld, was forced to revive Ishtar by releasing the waters of life which were sprinkled upon her thus restoring her and allowing her to return to the above-world. Her presence feels like a blessing on my dream body which will be a valuable guide on this journey, as well as the suggestion to rely deeply on my intuition, the vision that uses a different kind of navigation in the dark. The LWB's pithy but encouraging description reads, This is the card of vitality in actions and in the pysche.

Justice ~ Tarot of Sacred Feminine
Position four focuses the question, How can I best seed the energy of this New Moon in the North? This direction is symbolic of stability, security, health, finances, manifestation, the body and its elemental equivalent is Earth.

Here we have the Justice card embodied by Athena, Goddess of Wisdom, Courage, Inspiration, Justice, Strength, the Arts, Literature, Skill, Strategy and more. I love that, spatially, she is overseeing this spread. What solid energy to call upon. She falls in the position of earth and here the olive trees that flank her stand out for me as well as all the greenery behind her. The earth element is alive and thriving in this card. Says the LWB, Her severity is mitigated by the presence of the olive tree, the tree of peace, a gift from the goddess to mankind. Symmetry in the world and in the spirit. 

In terms of the descent theme of this spread I sense a tremendous feeling of support here in Athena, a sense of titration with those scales, that I will only take in what I'm able to release. Her totem is the owl, carried over from the previous card of Ishtar. I feel a particular affinity for owls and it is encouraging to see them here winging their way silently, mysteriously across in this spread, a wing-brush of magick on the throat of my awareness.

This is the only Major I drew and seeing it here, in the element I feel most challenged by, gives me a feeling of encouragement, that she'll act as a corrective presence, urging me unstintingly towards balance when that's called for. In fact apart from Athena this spread is made up entirely of air and fire. Athena's balancing presence in the position of Earth presses upon me the necessity of tending to the body in this journey, the manifest world of nourishment, sleep, fresh air. I sense she's encouraging me to make sure to "keep one foot on the ground."

Three of Wands ~ Tarot of Sacred Feminine
Position five focuses the question, How can I best seed the energy of this New Moon in the Center? In this position Joanna ascribes to it the quality of Spirit which I would associate elementally with Ether, the element that contains all the others. I drew the Three of Wands which depicts the pre-Islamic goddesses, Allat the incense burner, Al'Uzza the stork and Manat the thread of life. The LWB suggests these three goddesses represent our relationship with nature and says, Harmony in actions, the capacity to create alliances.

In many ways this feels like a whisper of Hecate's presence in her three-faced form Maiden, Mother, Crone. She's here overseeing the intention beneath this journey and as such, like its corresponding element Ether, contains all facets of the divine feminine.

Again the waxing moon appears in this card and seeing it carried over here from the third card suggests to me that my journey will not end with the next new moon but that I will be still germinating its seeds when that lunar energy arrives. The suggestion is of a longer journey than one lunar month and that's in keeping with my own feelings about this time of year. The theme of alliances here is a reminder to draw support from my women friends during this phase of the journey.

Another bird totem has appeared here in the figure of Stork. This lovely bird brings with it messages of creativity, rebirth, renewal and tremendous feminine energy. I take heart in its presence here in this position, the universe telling me that if I'm able to endure the tribulations in cards one and two there is the possibility of a new way of feeling, a new vitality and freedom.

My journey with these cards has been powerful and affirming. I feel encouraged by the depiction of a descent that is supported by various animal, elemental and feminine presences. Only in the living out of the journey will the actual story emerge but what has unfolded in this reading feels full of authenticity, power and beauty.

The theme of 'seeding' energy here used in Joanna's phrasing for each question echoes the pomegranate Persephone ate from while in the Underworld. I sense its presence here, its seeds and juices scattered throughout the reading leaving their bright, red stain of loss and integration across the cards. The waxing crescent moons mirror this maiden energy and place me, as querent, firmly within this archetype while at the same holding me in the wise and sober embrace of the Crone. This was a fantastic reading in so many ways and I came away feeling affirmed and heard by the Goddess Herself.